willing

默默的覺得也不能怎樣....默默的覺得你這個人很懶.

.... 默默的想理清楚頭緒....

you have to insist






I have to insist











My problem is.....
somehow I never get deep into anything



and I am the only one being able to change it
I know

in schedule

I am trying to set everything in schedule, also to learn a new way to manage my life.

will try to work it out

我就是又笨又傻

我不想只追求自己個人的利益

我不想過6雞 負5K的生活 （賽局理論雞蛋遊戲.....）

也許很傻
可是我相信只要我一直選蛋
就可以去說服別人相信我 一起選蛋

雖然一直賠
但看不清最大利益的人不是我
不願意踏出自以為的保護罩的人不是我