Alone

 I am alone.

from the beginning to the end.

Be myself

 I'm trying to find where I was.

who I am

what I love to do

Never Know

You never know when the storm will come.
You never know when your heart will die.
You never know if there is somebody who still love you. or hate you.

You must love yourself, so you know how to love.
Nobody told me this when I'm little.

Trying hard not to think I'm the one abandoned, even if I'm. I will still try to love.
Try to be the last flame warming up someone.

I know nothing, just an idiot.

Will this be the last one?

cannot stop thinking

will this be the best time in my life?

will tomorrow all what I have to be gone?

Real

What is real?
The person of yourself is real.
The music you are listening to is real.
The air you are breathing in is real.
What ability you have is real.
The fear inside you is real.

Nothing will not change, nobody will not change.

But you are real, you can be free.

The Truth is real.

大頭病?

有時候覺得目前的工作內容不是很困難，只是多跟雜
挑戰度很低
可能是大頭病?

滿腦子想著要做點什麼別的事情

broken?

對於你的離去
即將四個月了

我沒有想像中的悲傷
沒有醬醬離開時的大哭
即使進行儀式的時候
即使你化成灰燼的時候

你剛離開的那一陣子
我無法看任何別的貓咪的照片
過了一陣子  可以接受了 可以開始覺得貓咪依舊可愛
但好像中間還隔著什麼

一直到某一次親手摸到撒嬌的貓咪
淚水止不住的流出來

這不是我的貓
我是個沒有貓的人了

這樣的念頭一直在當時的腦海裡


有的時候
某一首歌
某一句歌詞
讓我想起了你
眼淚就會流下來

但是情緒的波動
依舊沒有那麼強烈
好像是什麼被關起來了
好像是哪裡破洞了